Finding Nemo

In my last post I talked about organizing the Peetha for the ritual. During the organization of the peetha, we invoke various gods and worship them in an order. The question thus arises, why do we worship them and why the order? Let’s see below the different actions performed in the worship ritual – Achmanam – Purifying with water. This is also offering the water to Vishnu inside one self Remembering Ganesha – Ganesha is personification of our consciousness. Remembering him makes your mind conscious. Being conscious helps avoid and overcome obstacles. Remember Ganesha is also known as “Vighnaharta”. Pranayam – Restraining the life force. A calm and relaxed mind can concentrate and focus better, compared to an agitated or tense mind. Breathing and mental state have a correlation. When mind is agitated, breathing is irregular and labored. When mind is calm, breathing is regular and smooth. Pranaayaama is a method of controlling the breathing and hence regularizing the life force

Last week we attended a “Satyanarayana Vrata pooja” at a friend’s place. The host did an awesome job of arranging everything fabulously and had invited quite a few people to participate with them in the rituals. I have attended this pooja a few times in the past as well. Usually the ritual also involves reading the story of Lord Satyanarayana that is expected to absolve the listeners from all their sins and set them on the path of salvation. I listened to the entire story dutifully trying to understand a few questions – Who is Lord Satyanarayana? What is so important in the story that can lead to one’s absolvation? Who can perform this ritual, when and where? Unfortunately, the prevalent story and the ritual did not help me in my quest. Either I was too ignorant to have understood the deep rooted messages, or I was not eligible enough to listen to the voice of God hidden in the story. To help myself with the understanding and preparing myself for the “Satyanarayana Katha and

चाँद  काली अमावस्या गई, और चाँद फिर निकला।  रोज नयी छटा बिखेरता, चांदनी की शीतलता लिए, देखो चाँद फिर निकला।  बढ़ता ही रहा, हमारे संबंधों की तरह, विशाल अजगर की तरह, आज की महंगाई की तरह, देखो चाँद बहता ही रहा।  अचानक चाँद रुक गया, हमारा रिश्ता भी बदल गया।  चाँद अब घट रहा था, तुम भी तो दूर जा रहे थे, जब तुम न थे, चाँद पूरा निकला था।  अँधेरा फिर से छा रहा है, हम तुम बिछड़ चुके हैं।  पुनः चाँद का इंतज़ार कर रहे हैं, पुनः मिलन की आस जोट रहे हैं।  अमावस फिर से छा रही है।  पर अब अमावस भयावह नहीं, हम तुम अकेले भी नहीं।  परिपक्व संबंधों की आड़ में, सुन्दर यादों की छाँव में, चाँद फिर से निकलेगा।